read, and actually finish reading the book already Nina grell Fri "Small Wonders of Everyday Life" we heartily recommend to you.
She writes that it is dependent on charity. I, too, decisively and definitely. It is love that changed everything in my life. It's the only thing that multiplies when it is divided. A miracle of love - the child in me was the turning point, as the starting quest. I remember today, that when it appeared everything ceases to be valid, an amazing effort and struggle with itself and with their phobias, the total lack of support and a complete bungler hospital staff, which has limited itself to prompting from me, that in this hospital, I am not alone and will put all on their feet and, in principle, the head was born the same, because the midwives were ladies in the room next door ... All this has ceased to be valid when I first saw it - my, our little miracle, which became the focus of my life. There was, when I was in my heart, but yet it was all in a sense, merely theoretical. And then I lost my head to rest. I remember when mother did not know what to do, because I still cry because I badly grabs a wart, because the bites, because it hurts, etc., etc. For me the dream was niezmrużenie eye the whole night just to feed her, only to have it at tucked close by itself. Yes, definitely I'm addicted to love. But only daughter has taught me that to truly love her I have to love yourself first. Beautifully. Such a cliche, but I wonder how to do it when the pressure in the mouth "idiot" under his own address, where again, something not comes out when people look around with such eyes as if it was trying to say.
Now it does not matter. Now I decide on what they say about me other people. You can not change anyone, you can only change yourself. And it is true that man emits energy. What we think this is the energy. This energy goes into the atmosphere and we are sending our thoughts to the environment. He says the law of attraction, talk about the chakras, talking about physics! and thus learning. Tell us about religion, pity it was not Roman Catholic, because I love Jesus and the Bible really hard and I am every Sunday in the Church, but many probably would have drove me away, if only they read my earlier words. That boils down to our / my religion. They taught me in school, the religion that my body (read: sensuality) is bad. This is an area intended only for the husband and wife, so it's best to separate themselves and even half of that half do not think (until marriage). No wonder that in the mind of a young child (child Communion is a very small child) is created hostility to the body (the result may be different types of pathologies, including abnormalities eating: anorexia, bulimia, emotional states of imbalance, neurosis, depression, anxiety). What is there to speak of love - love for yourself! But the most important commandment of love tells us "Love thy neighbor as thyself." conclusion is very simple. People are not loving yourself, do not love our neighbors. So I came to answer the question that perhaps many people ask themselves. Why the world is so cruel? Well, that's why. Do not we love ourselves, how we love each other?
second issue, which was inhibited in me by the school and largely by religion was (and I mean purely academic subject in the 90s of the last century) was a rush to knowledge. Since all other religions are wrong, you can not want to know them, because it is a mortal sin. Similarly, numerology, astrology, herbalism (because this is a superstition that it is a sin). It is unfortunate that no one mentioned that the monks herbs heal. Learn only what is in school, grow up to be a decent citizen, a Christian. Sinned, so hard, until my child was born and obdarowało me the most beautiful of gifts in the world. unconditional love. And this is my purpose in life. It is no longer my child. For it is healthier because it is no longer the epicenter of the universe, but it is with all living on this planet, people are my most precious person.
first and subsequent resistance generally occurred immediately afterwards. I've never been a good girl, but mostly as a result seek to self destruct, like most passing teenage rebellion, then aged youth rebellion niekonformistycznych personality. I felt I could not fit anywhere else and to no one. Well, I was right:) Only that once bothered me. Now is a godsend. I found people who think and feel similarly, and in fact they themselves have found, but whether with them or without them, and so I'm happy.
descend again to the topic. My number one problem: excessive talkativeness, and so named by my mother: mental diarrhea.
my child were born and began to be good advice: "feed on demand (mom), feed every 3 hours, no matter that the child tears up, gets used up, you educate and temper (in-law). At the head you could get. I did what my heart is commanded, but was supported professional reading. It is interesting that in addressing each is always wise, but somehow none never bothered, did not visit, not asked, or something to help. Come, sit, talk ... advice (after all they are experts or, each in its own way). Location. But no one taught warmth. Three months went like a nightmare (all in my head, the husband from morning till night at work), nothing could be done because little is still screaming. Fortunately, he was still active when one of our children forumowiczką portals, I took three month baby in the car, packed in a car seat and drove the 50 miles to the Your forum friend. Was worth, taught me the use of pins and scarves I'm sure if I will ever again be the mother again, this will definitely be a child chustowe. Children, like any other living creature are dependent on charity. If you wear headscarves them feel us all the time and quickly evolving, never have colic, crying attacks, quickly went to sleep in a cot, then prefer to amuse themselves. Thank you Dorothy with all my heart that direction for help: *
Another "good advice" and the battles fought by diet. Willingly or not, had to go to work, not zniosłabym seat all the time at home, but I had this comfortable situation, I was not 2.3 hours several times a week because of the profession. So it stayed on the grace or disgrace mom and mother in law (interchangeably) which drove me even more mad. None to date does not respect my choices, trying to push your model. And I did what I thought was right. The children's press, I learned to buy organic apples. He dug the entire Internet and all the shops obdzwoniłam in Silesia with healthy food. I found! Of course, I was ridiculed. But I gave the child an apple green until I learned that the carrot is even worse. Carrot a sponge for all the filth, pesticides, artificial fertilizers. The Never give your child non-organic carrots! I traveled, I go to today - a bus today 10 km after the carrot once a week and I'll ride. So it was looking for, verify information, but started an important step. I already knew that health is low for me. I did not know that my well. Then SHE was the most important, I was only a second plan. That I have learned to love myself a little later.
